Fanfiction: Wake Up

Wake Up

Wake up.
I can't get over you.
There's no end to this relationship.
Yes, it's over and you're gone, but
JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD.
You consumed my thoughts, my life, my... heart.
Everything was about you, me... us.
That comforting feeling, to know you were always going to be there beside me.
And now, it's... it's gone.
Forever.
Wake up.
I can't let you go.
It's as if you've taken a part of me with you;
and put it far out of reach.
Leaving me behind to chase the things that can't be caught,
To find the things that can't be found.
You must know that completely erasing you from my memory is impossible.
I wish you could come back, even if it's only for one night...
Just to tell me why, why you left, why you ended it, and why you're still here.. with me.
If we were made for each other then how could you just walk away?
It's as if you woke up and didn't love me anymore.
Wake up.
Nothing's going to change.
I can't give up, I still wait for you.
I just can't seem to let you go.
And yes, I know I am being selfish.
I've only thought about myself..
I can't even imagine what's going in your head.
I hate those nights, the ones where even though I'm no longer crying, I still feel the pain.
As if nothing can get better..
I'm at fault here, without you.
Forever.
Wake up.
I feel like my body has rejected everything.
I'm this stone cold figure, breathing, heart beating, feeling..
but at the same time, I'm dead.
I can't forget you.
I can't let go.
I can't forgive you.
When will you wake up, and come back to me..
Wake up.
Realize you love me.
You need me.
You want me...

Wake up.

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